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Natasha Akhtar.
Scorpio 1990Enjoys life's simplest pleasures love'd.
"where my Heart is Home"Exits.
NanaZah Shaz |
Thursday, January 6, 2011
It's gonna be a new year soon.. A fresh start. A fresh page.Tuesday, December 28, 2010
I'm really scared. Paranoid. And everything's not right to me right now. I've been really an ass. I want to run away from myself. I'm going for a run this weekend.Just for a minute, no responsibilities hanging over me. No harm done by me. Nothing. Just for a second, I feel like I am the only one ruling the world. Saturday, December 11, 2010
I'm gonna meet babe tmr after work and we're gonna go fishing. Im so excited! XDTuesday, December 7, 2010
No one else in my arms but you, babe. Thursday, December 2, 2010
and i miss you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo muchhh.. :(After December, I'll start to work lesser and start living young. Babe will be enlisting soon most probably around march? Ugh. Now, I dread everytime I look into my organiser cause it just keeps reminding me how close it's gonna be till march! And finally it's about time I will actually experience how it's gonna be like when your boyfriend's away serving the nation. I've always been trying to dismiss this fact.. :( And to TOP it all, as the year is going to the end and 2011 coming, I get more nervous than ever! It means I'll be restarting school and I've to make new friends! I think I suck at meeting new people. I just hate the first awkward small talks part.. And I'll be way older than them. I mean I won't know how their frequency is going to be like.. I met seventeens and sixteens at work and.. it's just different.. I am socially-doomed. Someone returned my wallet. The pink one. Nice of him. Even though he took my 140 cash and left the remaining 10 inside.. Very thoughtful. But I'm thankful anyway. OMG. Work is starting in less than 4 hours and I'm not asleep. I shall go sleep. I need sleep. Thursday, November 25, 2010
It has been so long since I touched this keyboard. I lost my wallet. Twice. I'm taking a break from work this weekend. I'm listening to Katy P's Firework. God I love that song. It certainly brings me up whenever I'm down. 'Baby you're a firework!' tomorrow is the release of danish's PSLE results. I'm freaking nervous. Friday, November 5, 2010
Will you be Mine, today & forever? Ultimate awesomeness. Thursday, November 4, 2010
I guess when I fall, I fall really hard.I'm screaming inside of me. I AM HELL FUCKING CRAZILY MISSING YOU, BABE.. a perfect gentleman Wednesday, November 3, 2010
When I was a lot younger, I don't mind being alone. I would just do my own things by myself. Kept myself happy and preoccupied with my own colourings and work. I wouldn't really consider myself a loner cause I did have quite a number of close friends. It's just that I realised now, that then, I preferred to do things alone. It was this point of time when I was my own bestest friend. Monday, November 1, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Take a bullet through my brain; Yes I would die for you baby But you won't do the same I just want to be alone. Period. Wednesday, October 27, 2010
2 more days. Let's do this. - - - - I am not entirely sure if this is what I need or should get when life gets a better hold of you? Maybe then, it's what you don't need. Monday, October 25, 2010
I had a horrible monday.. I need a lift :( Sunday, October 24, 2010
 A good teh tarik. I've always loved the teh tarik at Prata Paradise. Even Sargu agrees. It has this flowery hint to it. Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Sometimes I keep it cool Sometimes I let 'em know Sometimes I feel safe Sometimes I really dont Sometimes I promise that im ready to let 'em gooo They say im brain washed Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Comparisons are easily done Once you've had a taste of perfection Like an apple hanging from a tree I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed You're like an Indian Summer in the middle of winter Like a hard candy with a surprise center I am scared. I'll be starting work in a few hours' time. Shall make myself some eggs. Walking the streets with you and your worn out jeans I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be Laughing on the park bench, Thinking to myself 'Hey isn't this easy?' & there I was, thinking to myself. Take me, Take me away. Come away, Come away with me. Where we can be. And that brought me all the way down through memories. Of how it was. And how it came about. For the longest time ever, I felt free. And alone. Thursday, October 14, 2010
I gotta take a little time A little time to think things over I better read between the lines In case I need it when I'm older I wanna know what love is I want you to show me I wanna feel what love is I know you can show me.. Wednesday, October 13, 2010
I'll be heading to the salty winds this weekend.Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
Haha. Came across this old video when I used to be in TP. Despite the harsh moments, ITAS is a memorable place I have to admit.  I love keeping memories alive. I have this thing for nostalgic moments. My knees would go weak and I'd just be filled with love, instantly. Knowing how we have grown, the people you meet, the people you grow up with; everything. Tucked in safely with you. There are just so many stories for each of the photos. I feel that being with someone you love keeps you alive. Be it family, friends or someone special. I guess everybody wants to be loved and knowing there's always this comfort zone you can snug into whenever life is just getting a better hold of you. A place you feel safe, secure and at home. |